Wednesday, November 11, 2009

~Time

Seriously, where does the time go? I wish there were more than 24 hours in 1 day, but there simply isn't time enough for all that I want to do.

So I've been MIA, I know I know, you know that! There are several reasons...

1- Time... I want my blog to be one of my babies, something I can enjoy & love & put so much effort into, and time seems to not be on my side lately. I've gotta drop other things in order to make my blog a priority because i LOVE to write!

2- anger... when I post what I feel most deepest in my heart & soul and then get ridiculed for it, it makes me ANGRY. I want this to be a place where I can write what I want, when I want, why I want. So thats what it must become. If you don't like what I write, don't read it! Simple, isn't it?

3- holy MOM... 5little kids and 1 big hubby have taken my whole world and made it not mine... it's their's and that I must accept!

4- winter... it gets dark so much earlier and I don't like it:( It seriously makes me TIRED!!!

5- photography- I got in too deep, too fast and was OVERWHELMED! But have slowed WAAAYY down and am loving it again!

So be on the look out for some real cool kick a** posts SOON!

4 comments:

ashields said...

im glad your back! i understand the whole having a family and never have time for yourself. just think in not too many years we will look back and say i want my babies back home..why are they getting married?

Carrie said...

I love your raw thoughts. Lay it out there. To those who can't handle it I say, "blessed are the shallow for depths they'll never find".

Stella said...

"If I could save time in a bottle...." I too wish there was more time!

You are doing great. I look forward to reading your new updates! :)

Raising Z said...

Welcome back :) You have been missed. It really is hard to put the time that you want to put into blogging when your life is so busy...I am struggling with that right now. I have a sink full of dishes and my kids are both asleep but I am in the blog world instead :)