~Not doing well

I can't get over beautiful beautiful Cora.... Life is so not fair. Last night I was sitting in my chair rocking my baby girl, it was dark and it was silent. My thoughts instantly went to Jeff, how I would go through that pain all over again and again in order for no one else in this world to lose a loved one so tragically. How selfish of me, maybe? These loved ones are resting in the arms of Jesus, but how in the world do you get past losing a beautiful baby girl? Almost all of my waking thoughts are with Cora's family. I can't imagine what they are going through- please wont you pray for them?

I think it's so amazing that Cora's family and community are doing something for her memory... a playground. And what else... This woman who I don't even know is raising money for beautiful Cora's playground... if you could wont you please either donate to her playground or buy something super cute that is homemade that goes to support Cora's playground? Look soon (when I get my order) for Karley all dolled up in a new head band... and we'll be thinking of Cora...

I guess I should post something happy... Happy is Karley- I am so blessed to have such a beautiful full of life baby girl. And doesn't every mommy want to top her baby girls head with her first pig tails? Although Karley has her first cold she was a tropper and look what I got in her hair? The rest is history....